Gadis Ayu

Aku pernah berangan

Manjadi gadis idaman

Tapi mana mungkin la kan

Suara dah macam 'jantan'

Nak jadi ayu mmg xblh la kan

Jadi jangan nak berangan..

Hehehe

Ada tiga gadis yg ingin kuceritakan

Mmg calon menantu idaman

Takkan terlupakan sepanjang zaman

Kerana mereka sentiasa dalam ingatan

Tiga gadis ayu..

NOY

Eh, td kata gadis ayu tp nama Noy

Hehehe..

Tu nama samaran jer

Noorasnahfizura nama diberi

Entah aku eja betul atau tak

Dari enam rendah mmg bmasalah eja nama dia

Cerita pasal dia

Alahai ayu sgt la ayu

Suara merdu muka pun sayu

Orgnya lembut santunnya bagus

 Siapa xnak berkawan dgnmu?

Semua org suka tingkah lakumu

Kadang cemburu dgn keayuanmu

Alangkah baiknya andai aku bisa begitu..hehe

Jgn disebut Mickey Mouse dpn dia

Mmg or pertama akan menggila

Sebab dia peminat setia

Tulisan dia alahai indah terkata

Berbunga-bunga siap ada 'love-love'nya

Tapi jgn pndg rendah si gadis indah

Larinya laju malah nafasnya panjang juga

Maksud saya dia hebat dalam larian 1500 meter

Xsangka kan gadis rupanya pelari juga

Mmg tabah orangnya

Aku sempat kagum dgn kegigihannya

Tak terlupa orgnya mudah tersentuh juga

Tangisannya mmg buat hatiku kadang kalah jua

Noy, aku bangga jadi kawanmu

Terima kasih sebab terima aku

Gadis x ayu lagi x laku

Hehehe..

NORMA

Yang ini cerita 1001 malam pun xkan habis

Itulah si Norma klu bercerita kadang ada isi kadang takda isi

Yg tak paham bg senyuman tayang gusi

Yg paham menokok nambah la gosip sana sini

Hah, yang ini tulisannya macam mendera kertas

Mana taknya tembus berkertas-kertas

Hehehe..

Budak ni peramah mengalahkan rama-rama

Hormat orang tua pun dia juga

Yang tua sebulan pun dia panggil kakak juga

Jadi xhairanlah ramai sgt kakak dia

Yg xboleh lupa pasal dia mestilah hobinya

Bgambar sini bgambar sana

Kadang memory boleh habis cuma gara-gara dia

Tapinya jellynya mmg memikat selera

Hah, untunglah siapa dapat dia

Nah, bab bercinta pun dia jaguhnya

Mudahanlah jodohnya yg baik macam dia

Kakak doakan juga

Tapi belajar ingat juga

Bahagiakan keluarga jadilah kebanggaan semua

Solat jangan lupa dan jadilah muslimah yg solehah..

FARAH

Gadis yang ini banyaknya aku mau ceritakan

Orangnya cantik putih kulitnya

Pandai masak pun dia juga

Mmg beruntung siapa dapat dia

Sopan santun lagi lemah lembut tuturnya

Awal perkenalan aku heran juga

Kadang masa belajar tertidur dia

Aku melihat lucu juga

Muka lawa tapi lucu pun ada juga

Hehehe..

Rajinnya dia mmg tak terkata

Guru-guru pun senang sama dia

Mana taknya notanya cantik lengkap pula

Banding dgn nota Taqim mmg buang lautlah nota c taqim

Hahaha.

Farah, farah.. Indah rupanya indah bahasanya

Mmg anak perempuan idaman bah dia

Rajin-rajin berusaha ya sayang

Rezekimu di luar banyak menanti

Semoga berjaya di U nanti

Jangan lupakan sahabatmu seorang ini

Sentiasa menyayangimu

Dan setia di sisi..

Merekalah tiga gadis ayu itu..

Yang lain nanti aku usahakan

Melakarkan diri mereka yang masih segar dalam ingtan..

Lelaki Itu

Bila terfikir tentang jejaka

Arhh, adakah lagi yg setia?

Di dunia penuh tipu daya

Aku tertanya

Namun tak bertemu jawapannya

Adakah lelaki itu setia?

Merekalah lelaki satu-satunya

Yang ada di ruang mata

Kelasku yg sebatang kara

MUSTAQIM a.k.a BOBOI

Indah sungguh namanya

Tetapi orgnya biasa-biasa saja

Jangan ditanya soalan yg skema

Pasti jawapannya yg bohong belaka

Tapi orgnya sgt peramah

Xkurang jg suka mengurat saja

Ahhh, itulah dia anak ku satu-satunya

Di bawah didikanku sepanjang masa

Pemalu, peramah dan kadang hilang kata-kata

Makanya dia suka senyum saja

Orgnya xlah sehebat mana

Tapi sebut saja namanya

Adik-adik mana tak tergilakannya

Pada aku mereka semua buta

Mustaqim apalah ada pada dirinya? 

Cuma senyuman yg membutakan mata

Kerana hakikatnya dia kadang tak guna

Hahahaha..

Aku bercanda sahaja

Dia lelaki penuh bersahaja

Suka bergurau senda

Dan membantu tanpa kata

Ikhlasnya usah dikata

Aku percaya dia apa adanya

Lelaki yg baik lagi sederhana

Suatu hari nanti dia akan berjaya

Aku selalu mendoakannya...

ANDI ABDUL JUMADI

Dengar namanya saja suda biasa

Siapa xkenal lelaki punya ramai teman

Hampir satu dunia dia kenal

Asal di bandar ada saja teman yang dikenal

Mmg itulah hobi si teman

Orgnya tinggi mengalahkan teman-temannya

Begitulah juga tinggi angan-angannya

Ada tercapai ada sekadar omongan

Hehehe, bsabarlah wahai teman

Rezekimu takkan kemana

Satu yang dalam ingatan

Notanya mengalahkan perempuan

Hingga aku dipanggil 'jantan'

Dek kerana kurang warna-warnian

Ahh, mmgnya aku pikirkan

Andi saja kadang kala bosan

Hendak belajar katanya penat

Tapi tetap saja membaca seperti hendak dimakan

Semua nota-notanya yg disiapkan

Seorang lelaki penuh pengertian tentang masalah teman

Tapi kadang juga menyebelkan

Ada kereta suka menumpangkan

Teman-temannya tanpa mengharapkan balasan

Budinya takkan terlupakan

Berusahalah wahai teman

Kejayaan menjadi milik org yg benar-benar menginginkan

Jadilah sorg yg blh menjadi imam

Utk keluarga pada masa akan datang

Kurgkan fikiran yg ke simpang

Bykkan beristighfar ya teman

Kelak dirimu menjauh dari hasutan syaitan

Dan membina akhlak yg sempurna sebagai Islam...

Merekalah jejaka yg satu-satunya

Berada dalam kelasku yg biasa

Beberapa insan lagi akan kucerita

Tunggulah sehingga ke entri yg seterusnya..

Sebuah Pertemuan

Ramai yg kata 'Cinta itu Indah'

Xkurang juga yg kata 'Cinta itu Derita'

Apapun definisi mereka,

Bagi aku Cinta itu DIA

DIA yg pertemukan aku dgn seorg jejaka

Yg aku cinta tanpa dipinta

It feels so good but hurts so bad

Cinta adalah anugerah

Kenang Dia dlm doa

Semoga bahagia walau dgn siapa

Meski hatiku terluka

Aku terima apa adanya.

DIA tak hny beri satu cinta

Walau kecewa dgn cinta kepada jejaka

Aku diberi cinta kepada mereka

Siapa MEREKA?

SUMARNI

Awal perkenalan tidaklah akrab mana

Tapi orangnya begitu indah

Indah akhlak indah rupa

Dialah teman dialah lawan

Yang duduk bersebelahan

Memberi jawapan saat aku kebingungan

Memberi soalan saat aku penuh khayalan

'Tak kenal maka tak cinta'

Dialah Ayumi Dialah Sumarni

Penuh inspirasi penuh dedikasi

Aku pasti suatu hari nanti

Akan berjaya menakluk dunia

Dgn kata-kata dan cita-cita

Yang akan berada dalam genggamannya

Kekadang ada perbalahan

Tapi ikatan akan mematahkan

Segala hasutan syaitan

Yg ingin merosakkan persahabatan

Aku ingin bersamamu teman

Hingga hujung nyawa...

PUTLIH

Dua tahun bersama mungkin tak cukup

Hingga kita disatukan lagi dalam alam persekolahan

Untuk tingkatan enam

Kita bersama-sama

Menempuhi kejanggalan suasana baharu

Kadang kita putus asa

Ingin sahaja teriak kepada dunia

'Kami ingin PERGI !!!'

Tapi takdir kita di sana

Apalah kudrat kita utk menolak?

 Kita teruskan walaupun mendapat tawaran

Melanjutkan pelajaran ke Politeknik

Kita cuba putuskan

Untuk teruskan walaupun terpaksa berurusan

Dgn karenah pelbagai insan

Yg cuba utk menjatuhkan

Namun kita berjaya buktikan

Kita menyinar seperti bintang

Dan membina ukhwah persahabatan

Dgn REALIS yg takkan terlupakan

Putlih dirimu begitu sederhana

Namun kata-katamu penuh makna

Terima kasih kerana sentiasa bersama

Saat aku suka saat aku duka

Semoga kita bertemu setiap masa

Dalam doa

Harapanku agar kau berjaya.

Sumarni dan Putlih

Dua insan yg aku temui dalam hidupku

Memenuhi ruang cintaku

Utk sebuah persahabatan

Yg x terfikirkan namun jadi suratan.

MEREKA ada 12 insan

10 lagi akan datang... :)

I Wish I Can Get A Job

Hmmmm.. Its been almost 4 months I'm staying at home yet still can't find a job.. I really want to work, but I just can't for the time being.. :(

I have an important commitment at home and I just can't let go of the responsibility.. Dear God, why me???

I need to do chores every single day.. These include cooking, washing, cleaning and everything in this house.. Argghhh... !! It's not that I don't want to do that things, but I really want to work.. But, thats it. The chores prevent me from doing anything else.. :(

Sometimes I feel bored.. I stayed at home alone every single day.. I cook everyday.. And it killing me inside when 'they' didn't eat whatever I cook.. I'm trying my best here to do everything ..

But, I realize something.. I actually learnt a lot about cooking for these few months.. I am not good at cooking before, but now I actually improve my cooking skills. Well, that will helps me a lot in the future when I have my own family later.. HA-HA-HA

And now, I want to bake again.. Its been a long time since I didn't baking.. I miss myself before.. Who loves to bake cake.. Hmmmm, I will do it again !! :)

And, and.. I read a lot of motivational books nowadays.. To improve my sense of positivity.. It helps me a lot to think in a new perspective and avoid negative thinking.. After all, I am a BOOKAHOLIC.  hahahaha.. Its sounds weird, right.. But thats me. I love books more than any things. :)

I'm praying so hard now, hoping that God will help me to find a job.. :( Help me God.....

March 18, 2013 >> STPM RESULT DAY

Hello my dear blog, it's been awhile...

I'm sorry for abandon  you for a such a long period.. Well, I went to a hard moments and I just don't have the time to spill it out in here.. But now I came to give a great story.. A story about the UNBELIEVABLE ME.

And it all begin with a very nervous heart and soul of me.. I just can't stop praying during the day. Yes, the day of STPM RESULT.. I feel empty inside yet my body was shaking all the way to school.. I am totally nervous to see the result at my sch, in front of my teachers and friends, so I've decided long time ago to check it via SMS. Which I did in a bus, just near to my sch. I am very impatient that moment.

I was typing pretty fast and I close my eyes waiting for the reply.. And then it comes into my inbox. I can see my phone blink which means there's an incoming message.. And so, I open it but with my closed eyes.. I read it carefully, 

RM0.20 STPM : My ID

Keputusan STPM

900 (A)

910 (A)

922 (A)

940 (A)

MY DEAR LORD !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

BANGGGGG !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I was shot on my head, was stabbed on my stomach and was killed at the second I read the text above.

No. no. no. I absolutely didn't believe it.. I was like a mad person in the bus. I just can't wait to arrived at sch immediately. I could die if I didn't take my slip and confirmed my result.. I was running like crazy.. I can't wait any longer..

When I arrived in front of the meeting's room, my teachers called my name and told me to hurry up to open my slip.. But my hand was shaking and I know I can't even opened it by myself.. I told them that I have checked via SMS but I didn't believe it.. So, Puan Sham do me a favor.. She opened my slip.

My heart was pounding from head to toe, waiting for Puan Sham tell me the truth of my result.. And then...

 

(I have to hide my ID with that pink kaler - edited)

So, this is it.. My STPM result. I am very GRATEFUL and THANKFUL to my dear GOD.. There is no words to describe my gratitude to my God, family, teachers and friends.. When Puan Sham said.' Ye, betul. 4 flat !!!' I was screaming like hell and I hug her.. While I was crying in her arms, I can only said 'Saya tak percaya cikgu, tak percaya...'

Its a blessing from God.. Anugerah yang terindah. Thank You Jesus..

I am lost of words now, so just take a look of some photos that I wanted to share..

 This is a photo of me and Yoe Yee How. I forgot how to spell his name.. He's the best student for Science Stream.. Such a clever boy. I am the best student for Art (Aliran Kemanusiaan).

 Me, with Cikgu Taufik (Guru PA1) and Yoe..

 I love this photo so much.. In the middle, Hidayu (she got 2A 2A-), from class Optimis, she's a good girl and very polite.. Same goes to the girl on the right side of her, they share the same result, and Eby is such a friendly friend.. ^,^

 Me, with my classmetes.. From the left, Noy, Rieynn, Me, Putlih and Sue.. We share a great day together.. 

 Noy, Putlih and Sue.. We were at Pizza Hut celebrating our day.. Andik treat us . Thanks Andik. 

 With my BM teacher, Cikgu Marlina.. :)

Last but not least, Me, Rieynn and Andik. :)

My unforgettable day of March 18. I'm just a simple girl, and I never thought that I could get such an amazing STPM result and I never thought that I could be on the TOP 5 Best Student for STPM in Sabah.. Such a great honour and a spectaular gift from God.

I'd remember that I always wish I can get 4flat in STPM, become the best student in SMK TAWAU, and also one of the best student in Sabah. When God fulfilled my wishes, I just can't believe it.. I don't know why God treat me so good.. One thing for sure, after all the hardship that I have face, this is how God pay me.. HE gave me the happiness that I could not imagine. God, I am very thankful even until today..

March 18, the day my life changed.......

Take Me Away From Here

A few weeks passed.. All of sudden my life wasn't the same as before.. Everything feels so hard.. It was like a big stone hit me, like there was an earthquake and pushing me down.. I was drowning..

No one ever tot that I will face this kind of situation.. I can't even explain it in words.. I was speechless.. I tried my best to avoid from meeting my friends.. I'm just too shame to face them.. I wasn't the same as they know me before.. I wasn't good enaf to be their friend.. I could be the worst person that they ever know in this world..

To my surprise, my best friend has left me.. Without even saying goodbye.. I was damn so sad.. Why did you have to leave me alone, at this crucial moment.? The time where I need you so bad to be here with me.. To accompany me. To give me motivation.. I need you now.. :'(

Today should be the day that my problem ended. But, there's only 50-50 chance, whether today could be the end of my problem or the continuous period of my problem.. How can I beg God to throw away this problem?? I don't want it.. I hate it !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Will I continue to live like this?? Can I stand on my ground? No one have the answer..

The only thing that I could say is please don't leave me... Whoever read this.. I need someone..

I miss my dearest friends so much.. Whom I share my laugh and happiness.. 

But for now, I can't share my sadness with them.. 

They are too young to be part in this situation..

I won't let them to be next to me.. 

Maybe I should face this thing alone..

Perhaps, they will someone more better than me.

To replace me..

Life's Brief Candle

To-morrow, and to-morrow, and to-morrow,
   Creeps in this petty pace from day to day
   To the last syllable of recorded time,
   And all our yesterdays have lighted fools
   The way to dusty death. Out, out, brief candle!
   Life's but a walking shadow, a poor player
   That struts and frets his hour upon the stage
   And then is heard no more: it is a tale
   Told by an idiot, full of sound and fury,
   Signifying nothing.

By Shakespeare

 

Shakespeare. He was a great person. I love his poems. I love literature so much. And this literature things has made me fall in love with Shakespeare. I've recently read the story of Macbeth. The poem above was taken from the story of Macbeth. A great story of a person who wants to achieve his dream but in a wrong way. Macbeth was also manipulated by the words of witches.

I don't know what I want to share right now. I'm just too confused. The last two weeks I was busy finding job but I ain't got any job. I was waiting for a call but I still didn't get one. Am I hoping too much for that job? I question myself whether I suit that job.. Whether I am capable to do that job.. As I waited for that job, the 'waiting hour' was ain't fun.. ain't good and I ain't like it at all.. But I still hope that I can get that job.. Hope.... (,")

What I'm trying to speak out by the poem above is about LIFE. Is it rational if we say Life is as short as a life of a candle?? I'm trying to figure out what Shakespeare trying to deliver from this poem.. For me, life is very long ahead.. Even two seconds are such a long moment for someone to breath. Each human has 24hr a day to spent their life.. But many complained that they ain't got enough time a day to settle everything. The idea is put our priority first to deal well with our life.

I know everything that I'm saying right now are mixed up.. I'm a bit blur a moment ago, so I wash my face to fresh up myself.. Okay now, talking bout life.. No doubt and don't think too deep.. Just live your life.. aren't we all are sapos to do that.. just face it, nobody can lead our life accept for ourselves.. we are the one who in charge to control our life in a way that God has provided for us.. :)

to choose the right path is ain't easy.. but, I believe that every decision that we made were planned by God..

sometimes we need to choose the wrong option before we can get to pick the perfect decision ever.

I'm just saying that we need to control everything that happened around us.. we cannot let a small mistake ruin our whole life. Plus, if we didn't act seriously about the important matter to be decide in our life, we might throw ourselves into hell as everything will go wrong if we done wrong.. 

Take a step break, look back and look forward.. think about our the past mistakes. will we ever do it again if we have the chance? then think about the mysterious future, do you want to fill your future with the same old mistakes and attitude? We always want the best for our life, so the best decision should be made with the right thinking. It ain't hard if you have faith in yourself.. :)

Life is not a walking shadow.. Life is a walking human.. whom go through a journey until they reach the end of a great experience ever.. Milk the moment and we will find that bitter things were actually taste sweet if we have went through it without hesitate or any slight regret.. Life is like 'fill our empty cup'.. :)

------------------------- DEEP THINKING--------------------------